My special place

[Eve7]

Big hugs @Snowie 

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[Snowie]

Thanks @Eve7 

I just am over life. I don't want to play this game any longer.

On top of things it looks like my psych is going on holidays. I know everyone needs holidays but it just means I wouldn't see her for another 3 weeks. That makes things hard, especially at the moment. 

At least I have tea organised for tonight.

Sorry to upload onto you.

I hope you find your keys soon. Do you have a spare pair?

[Paperdaisy]

Hi @Snowie sorry to hear you're having a hard time. Here with you tonight 💝

[Eve7]

I am sorry you feel that way @Snowie but please don’t give up and please stay safe.

It is really hard when our supports aren’t around even though we know they need a break. I’ll have my last pdoc visit on Thursday for a few months and I am really anxious. We might need to support each other.

I do have spare keys but it’s very puzzling that they can’t be found.

Sitting with you 💜💜💜

[Snowie]

Thanks @Eve7 @Paperdaisy 

@Eve7 it is hard when our supports take holidays. I always feel let down but I know I shouldn't take it personal. But I guess there is never a good time for them to be away.

I hope you find your keys soon. 

@Paperdaisy thanks for listening 💗

[Bow]

Sitting with you @Snowie 

[Snowie]

It seems like it is always something. One thing starts to go right and then another thing goes wrong. 

Spoke to someone on line and they said to try and focus on the positives. Don't think they realise how hard that is to do.

Tried to have a day free from sh but that backfired. 

Step by step...

[Former-Member]

I’m sorry things are this way right now @Snowie 
Step by step indeed and just wanted to ask that you are referring that you self harmed today? Just wondering if you have or can seek medical treatment or care for that  today to minimise risk? Are you safe right now?

I know you have your preferred supports that you reach out to at times, do you feel like you could use them if needed today?

Sitting with you 

Flybluebird 🧡

[Snowie]

Thanks @Former-Member 

I am safe at the moment and taken care of my self harm. 

Just taking things slowly.

[Former-Member]

OK thanks for letting me know & that you're safe. @Snowie 
Go gently and as you say taking things slowly sounds like a really compassionate thing to do for yourself right now. 💜