My Mosaic

[Bow]

I don’t know @Jynx  its just inside me I think. Doesn’t feel safe. My head is really dark and scary. 

don’t think I wanna answer that last one

[Jynx]

@Bow Hearing you hun - I'll email ya to check in ok?

[Snowie]

@Bow 💕

[rav3n]

hey @Bow sounds like last night was really rough, i'm so sorry to hear about your invalidating experience with the psych as well. wanted to check-in and see how you're feeling today? 

hugs 💙

[Bow]

Hi @rav3n yeah not been a great day. It’s been real hard actually. I spoke briefly with my SW this morning but she was out busy all day unfortunately. And now it’s the weekend. 😩

[rav3n]

sorry that today's been rough too @Bow is there anyone else other than SW that you feel comfy reaching out to? either way, i'm here and would love to sit with you. 💙

when's mum coming back btw?

[Bow]

I’m real hesitant in reaching out to comm mh @rav3n  it’s not easy reaching out, it’s not easy being vulnerable and honest and I’m just real tired of reaching out to them and them being pretty useless. There isn’t really anyone else. 

Mums back Sunday morning. Coming across on the spirit tonight. So not long now. 
im anxious about tomorrow though. All day on my own. 

[rav3n]

absolutely hear you @Bow i can imagine that being let down makes it harder to reach out each time. i'm glad you've got your SW though, wish she had more time to lend in supporting you. 

i'm here to chat too! wanna chat about anything in specific? or distraction chats? 

oh yayy, not long to go!! would creating a plan for tomorrow help? maybe we can brainstorms some stuff to keep ya occupied tomorrow?

[Bow]

I’ve been let down by them time and time again @rav3n  its really frustrating. 

Tomorrow I have to go to the shops. Have made myself a list of what I need to get. Then I gotta come home and I will make up my mums bed and my brothers bed for them. Will have a bit of a tidy up too. And then today I started going through my daughters Barbie collection to list on marketplace, so will finish that. Not sure what else I will do. 

[rav3n]

definitely is! you deserve to feel validated @Bow 

oh so your brother's staying over too! how long is he staying for? what time do you reckon all the shopping/tidying up will be done? i wanna see how much time you'll have left over. 

how many Barbies she got?? so D's completely over those Barbies? 

also, wanted to share with you that i officially got the new car!! it's finally parked in my driveway.