absolutely hear you @Bow i can imagine that being let down makes it harder to reach out each time. i'm glad you've got your SW though, wish she had more time to lend in supporting you. 

i'm here to chat too! wanna chat about anything in specific? or distraction chats? 

oh yayy, not long to go!! would creating a plan for tomorrow help? maybe we can brainstorms some stuff to keep ya occupied tomorrow?