20-05-2024 05:06 PM
20-05-2024 05:06 PM
just so fed up with it all. My thoughts are so relentless and I don’t think anyone can save me
@Jynx @Don’t wanna take up your time when there are others in need.
20-05-2024 05:20 PM
20-05-2024 05:20 PM
@Bow Don't worry about my time, you have as much right as anyone to be taking it up. I choose to spend it supporting you 💜
Perhaps you don't need to be saved hun, perhaps you just need to feel loved. Which you are 🫂
20-05-2024 05:51 PM
20-05-2024 05:51 PM
It’s hard when there is zero love towards myself @Jynx nothing but intense hatred. Which causes a whole heap of problems which I feel like will never end. That’s not a life I wanna live
20-05-2024 06:18 PM
20-05-2024 06:18 PM
@Bow yeah I get that, I have sat in the darkness of self-loathing. It's really hard. It helped me to have someone to sit with me in the darkness, which I am happy to do for you now hun.
20-05-2024 06:44 PM
20-05-2024 07:01 PM
20-05-2024 07:01 PM
Good thing it's not up to her how I spend my time then eh @Bow, or who deserves it. I'm here for you no matter what your brain says about deservedness.
20-05-2024 07:17 PM
20-05-2024 07:17 PM
You think they’d notice they’d care?
if they did it would only be a few @Jynx
20-05-2024 08:17 PM
20-05-2024 08:17 PM
A few is enough @Bow, in my opinion. And those who would notice, who would care, they would notice a LOT, and care IMMENSELY. Which counts more than anything if you ask me.
21-05-2024 02:27 PM
21-05-2024 02:27 PM
Hey @Bow
Not sure if you had an appt. today or if someone was checking in with you.
If so, I hope it went well hon.
Sending lots of 💕💕
21-05-2024 03:14 PM
21-05-2024 03:14 PM
Went and had my bloods done this morning @Snowie - seen my SW. it’s hard to be honest. There is this expectation that with these new meds that I am getting better I feel. And yeah I have very small moments, but the bad still very much outweighs the ok.
I went to arts and craft this afternoon. Taught everyone how to do some of my pebble art. Didn’t really need to do much, it was pretty straightforward.
And now Im home and im spiraling down into this dark pit of nothingness. Feel like I have no control of where things are leading.
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