Been down to see my case manager this morning. Asked the receptionist lady if CM was in. She fumbled through her paper work and said yes, she was in. I went and sat down and she called her to let her know that I was here. Was relieved to know that she was in today and I wouldn’t have to see a random. But next minute a random comes and calls my name. She wasn’t in at all!! Sigh. Lady that I seen was ok to talk to, but she wasn’t my CM. She didn’t ask me all the questions that others do… ie… food intake, exercise, sh, si. She asked if there was anything that I wanted to raise before my pdoc appointment next week. I just mentioned my sleep. We talked about that a little bit. I think I just have to accept that my sleep sucks and that’s just how it’s gonna be. I then mentioned my trauma anniversary early next month and that I am getting anxious about it. She said that she can make sure that I have increased contact around that time. Not real sure what use that will be though.
my peer worker social support person is suppose to be coming today. She was suppose to come yesterday but had an emergency. She says she has exciting news for me. That makes me anxious.
came home from my appointment and one of the cats had peed on my bed!! 😡 my door had blown shut. Managed to go through every single layer! Guess I get clean sheets tonight too @Eve7 @Snowie
My best friend/old pastors wife messaged me today. Checking in and asking if I was going to get to the mini conference type things that is on this weekend. I told her I was sure. And said how hurt I was that not one person from church had been in contact with me for well over 8 weeks. She replied. She was disappointed and understood. I’m not sure if I can ever go back there. Sad 😢
