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09-05-2024 08:44 AM
09-05-2024 08:44 AM
Re: I can’t cope
Last night was hard. I’ve admitted defeat and decided I need to see my GP. I rang this morning for an emergency appointment and he has none. The earliest I can get in to see him is the 29th of May. He has no emergency appointments until then. I don’t think I can make it.
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09-05-2024 08:50 AM
09-05-2024 08:50 AM
Re: I can’t cope
@Captain24 I know it is not ideal but can you see someone else there? They might not be as good but at least they can see your history.
Can you be placed on a cancellation list?
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09-05-2024 12:40 PM
09-05-2024 12:40 PM
Re: I can’t cope
I don’t even know who else I could see @Snowie. I am on a cancellation list. I’m scared to be honest with anyone else.
My CM has said that I need to step back from her but I have just emailed her with everything. I know that I’m going to get into trouble but I just needed to get it out in a safe space. I said as much in the email.
My GP has said previously that I can ring him. I’m not sure if this stands as a time to contact him or not.
Im going to try and get some sleep for tonight. I just can’t switch off.
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09-05-2024 12:53 PM
09-05-2024 12:53 PM
Re: I can’t cope
Hi @Captain24
I am so sorry things are so hard right now
Did you get some sleep yesterday before work?
We can have a chat if something is weighing on your heart
Sitting with you ❤️
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09-05-2024 02:51 PM
09-05-2024 02:51 PM
Re: I can’t cope
Hey @lavenderhaze
I didn’t get much sleep yesterday and I should be asleep now. Tonight is going to be really hard. There is just too much noise.
Im regretting emailing my CM as I know I’m going to get into trouble. She has warned me not to do it. But needed to get it all out. I needed a safe space.
The pain is intense and I can’t take it anymore. I won’t make the nearly 3 weeks to see my GP.
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09-05-2024 03:00 PM
09-05-2024 03:00 PM
Re: I can’t cope
I can hear you're in so much pain @Captain24
I am so sorry 😞
Are you working tonight?
I understand that the CM told you not to email them but did it help you, putting all your feelings down?
We're all here to support you ❤️
I know 3 weeks is a long time when you're in pain but we just have to take it one day at a time
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09-05-2024 03:14 PM
09-05-2024 03:14 PM
Re: I can’t cope
Yeah.. I’m working tonight. @lavenderhaze.
Putting everything out there felt like a release but I am scared of the consequences. I need support now and over the weekend but out here the is no weekend support. I’m not sure what is going to happen.
Right now facing one day at a time is just too much.
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09-05-2024 03:31 PM
09-05-2024 03:31 PM
Re: I can’t cope
Sending you lots of hugs and love 💖🫂. I hope work goes okay for you. I know lack of sleep can really affect you, I didn’t sleep well last night, might need to lay low for the rest of the day, uni can wait
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09-05-2024 04:30 PM
09-05-2024 04:30 PM
Re: I can’t cope
I thought the email to my CM was a safe place.
I thought wrong. She responded and isn’t happy.
Im not sure at the moment as to where I am spending tonight. Work? ED? Hospital? Home?
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09-05-2024 05:11 PM
09-05-2024 05:11 PM
Re: I can’t cope
Looks like I am going to work. My CM hasn’t responded to my last email and she finishes at 5.
Tomorrow could be an interesting day.
I regret being honest.