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[Flowerlove22]

What's home I don't know I am unsure anymore. Need someone to hold me say it's okay when it's not   

I just want to cry  holding back crying 

It's hurting   it's all my fault 

@Jynx  yeah ok  hows razz and t tonight? I bet it dinner time for them? Tuna   

I wish you were on tomorrow that's when I needed someone 

[Flowerlove22]

I am making no sense right now don't worry I'm sorry 

[Jynx]

@Flowerlove22 well I can't hold you - but I can say that it's okay. And if it's not okay right now, it will be, it will get there 💜

Razz and Trixie are good - they're having one last little scamper outside before I bring them in for the evening. Then I'll give them treats and hope that they behave whilst I'm here on forums haha. Sometimes they want me to play with them and I can't, so they just meow at me endlessly instead 😂

Tyme will be back tomorrow I think! 

[Flowerlove22]

Oh how cute just like baby's ❤️💜  

Don't they run off if they are outside @Jynx ?  

@Jynx I'm sorry I can't do this  I might let you help people  

[Flowerlove22]

@Jynx  have you tired creaming soda milk? 

[Jynx]

@Flowerlove22 I already am helping people! AND I'm talking to you! I can do both haha. If I have to attend to other areas of the forums I will, it might just mean there's a delay in my responses. But that's for me to worry about, you don't need to stress about it at all 😉

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@Flowerlove22 wrote:

@Jynx  have you tired creaming soda milk? 

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Er... no? Would it be anything like an ice-cream spider (a soft drink with a scoop of vanilla ice cream)? 

[Flowerlove22]

@Jynx  I wouldn't know I just finished drinking it it was weird as   it was horrible yuck :nauseated_face:   

Pal,  it's getting dark again  I wish it would stop  

My friend scared me today  still  waiting to hear back 😭 

@Jynx I really really can't lose anyone else   yes people move on but I can't  

If I lose them I wouldn't talk to anyone I wouldn't be around 

Now I sound like a cry baby ,  it's not peace 

[Flowerlove22]

Please delete  it's pointless 

[Jynx]

@Flowerlove22 yeah that does not sound like a tasty drink haha

It can be so, so hard not knowing if someone we care about is okay. Sometimes we need to distract ourselves! Have you been watching anything cool on tv lately? 

[Flowerlove22]

@Jynx  I finished heartbreak high in one day  I haven't watched anything else 

My friend is in surgery  

Unsure if I am allowed to say that but if not sorry 

@Jynx I wish it was me I wish I could helped them 😭  I wish I could be a better friend  I know it's not my fault  I should off answered the message sooner     what happened to that lady or person I was talking too?  Weeks ago