Hello and welcome @Nik_Nak 

Firstly, good on you for taking this step and sharing parts of your story here. I know forums can be a bit overwhelming when you first join. I'd recommend checking out this thread to get you started: 

How To - SANE Forums

And then if you have more questions there's this one too: Start Here: Forums How-To - SANE Forums

With that out of the way I wanted to acknowledge just how much you've been through. I can't imagine how hard it would be to currently be separated from your children, but your strength and determination to be reunited with them really shines through this post. 

It sounds as though, despite this being an extremely difficult time, you are starting to take some really good steps in the right direction. I hope that this forum can be a source of connection and support for you throughout this. 

We're here for you