Hi again 
Thanks again @xp 

Re what you said:
"I'm glad you are pursuing the HR option. You have many unique, lived experiences to bring to such a role in any organisation keen to develop an inclusive workplace. It appears you are turning your negative employment experiences into a positive, which is terrific. You will have a good sense of what makes an inclusive, respectful workplace so that others (and yourself) would not endure such negative experiences in future."

and building on my previous response regarding my self image, self esteem, trauma, and personal values...

I think the indicating "needle" of who I am, at least in my mind, has been pushed significantly into the negative direction, and for me, studying HRM or something similar, will help to push the needle back in the positive direction.

Thanks