Hi Eyad, hope you're feeling better. You should listen to your doctor and if prescribed any medication discuss the implications with him/her. Agree I don't usually join forums but appreciate that we all need a safe space to speak.

You can't overlook yourself as it will only have a negative effect on your wife and family.

Be kind to yourself, we are so keen to please others we forgot about the simple things that make us happy. Suggest writing down at the start of the weekend what you would like to do as opposed to what you need to do. We are always so caught up with the superfluous of life, we forgot what is really important. Take care and appreciate the little things