Hi Everyone @

I'm new here and bit nervous tbh!

I don't normally do this but have nowhere else to turn as this year has been the most difficult I've had.

I suffer from depression, over load explosion and high anxiety in general, but these past few mths I have now been getting panic attacks as well.

I lost my job of 9yrs, still stuck in why and have so much anger hurt and humiliation from this. My 12yr old son who suffers from ADHD, ODD and high anxiety  has just been expelled from last term of yr 6. Also hitting me with his suicide thoughts which has broken my heart as he a softy and its because ppl pick on him and he has no friends! 

I've just very recently come from a friendship/relationship thing of 6yrs and I am absolutely destroyed from. He being a gaslighter, manipulator and a narcissist has really done a number on me right to the end and Iost everything.

On top of a mother who is also the same and been in middle of their war against each other.

As I write this I am shaking with tears rolling down my face broken.

I honestly can't see a clear path anymore and I'm terrified I will never come back out this time.

Has  anyone gotten out of similar situation and bounced back???