Hi @Rusky73 @Ramman 

Welcome to you both to the forums, which is full of people who care, and like you have travelled very similar paths.  Have been on the forum for around 5 months now, and I must say some of the best advice I have ever heard, has been here.  You kinda build a virtual relationships with people here, which has certailly done me the world of good.  You can rant if you want to, sometimes its what the body really needs, and the release you feel when you finally tell someone what has been troubling you is immense.  So welcome again ....Asgard