Thanks @Jynx got some broken sleep. Woke at one point to my D standing beside my bed in the dark softly telling me that it’s storming! Frightened me!

I don’t know if it’s that @Jynx  oh well maybe it could be. Who knows. Guess we will find out come next weekend when mum returns?

sorry struggling with the rest of your words tonight. My head hurts and I just can’t focus everything feels all mixed up and a fog. 

I honestly don’t feel like they’d care. Comm mh that is. My SW will. She will listen and hear me. But the others. No. 

I feel so broken