It sure does @Jynx  i really appreciate it when people take the time to ask questions and want to delve a bit deeper, especially when they know things aren’t ok and talking might be a bit harder. Feels like they care, want to know, want to understand and aren’t just ticking boxes. Feels like I kinda matter. That I’m actually a person and not a number. 

it was a pretty big conversation. And wasn’t really expecting it. Was really vulnerable with her @Jynx specially with the trauma stuff. Walked her through how it all spirals with flashbacks and how it can go one of two ways. 

its hard now to take a step back after everything I said and be like oh crap I told her that…. and that….  and that secret Urgh and I’ll probably see her tomorrow