Hi Jacques

Thanks for the help I am certainly going to need help financially once we have moved out of mums house. I didn't think I would be entitled to anything.

I haven't told my treating team that I have bought a house. I was scared that they would say I have done the wrong thing. My parents have said I've made a huge mistake by not living near them.

 I don't think I could manage anyone else telling me that.

I appreciate your support J.

I also feel that I don't deserve to be helped. It's my fault I'm like this.

I've been up all night with my youngest group again. She has a really high temperature and breathing isn't good and coughing like a seal.

I'm emotionally and physically exhausted.

The girls production is on Friday so I'm hoping my other daughter doesn't get sick.

I don't even have the energy to walk today.

Thinking of you Jacques

Karen