Good Morning my angel,

Well it is raining here, yipee!!!!  i have not seen any rain for months, so nice, it started about 3am and has been going ever since.  my new rain water tank is working a treat, it is full already, 200L, should be a nice amount of water for the pot plants for summer.

all the new shrubs and seedlings must be loving the rain too.

I hope your littleones stayed settled last night, and i hope you manage to have some fun with the girls today,  some laughter, any laughter is good.

i am in a better headspace this morning, i felt really confused and lost yesterday, things seem to be clearer this morning.

Thank you my angel for being their for me, i do know how hard you tried to find me, i wish i could show you how hard i tried to find you, i wanted the other forum to give you my contact details, but they refused to do it.  ithat is why i kept writing to you even though i knew you could not respond, i missed you so much in those 6 months, even my mother was distressed i could not talk to you because she knew we had such a bond.

I suppose you and i will never realise what we do mean to each other. you are so special to me, it is nice to have someone in my life who understands the day-to-day struggles.

Jacques