Hi @Former-Member 

Thank you for your kindness; it is very much greatly appreciated. I always like reading your posts; so much warmth and care. 

If we normally go out for dinner or something, we would meet. It was just yesterday I was at the DFO near where he lives, and I thought we could get the tram together as I couldn't walk due to my hip, but he didn't want to do that. 

Yeah, it's not the best. We were only talking about it on Wednesday, and I said my parents were okay with it. I think it should be okay. I like the consistency I don't like change and I also don't have many other people to talk to if I can't see him as much. He wanted to move to fortnightly for over a month, and I nearly had a breakdown over that; every time since then, I feel like he is going to mention it. I get so anxious and worry he will make the decision, but he hasn't. He will leave with me. I don't like talking about money, especially since I am paying to see him. It just seems weird. 

Eh, maybe I would if they had webchat, but oh well, I've got KHL, but I'm only allowed to talk to my regular now once a week and for crisis. I can't have an ad-hoc session if something comes up, which sucks. 

Okay, well, we would love to have you join the group. It's always a very fun chat.