@The-red-centaur Hi! Okay so your spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. I hope you've dragged yourself to the party and are getting something out of it, that you're not feeling completely powerless against the pain. I hope the swelling has gone down and no infection sets in. We will rebuild from this very tender, very raw place. Please keep taking it easy, as the doctor said. Keep directing your loving attention to any neglected or sore spots. We value what you can bring to this world from your warm cave of recovery!