@Former-Member I love listening to nature sounds too, it relaxes me. I’m very sensitive to sounds and music, I have to be careful or I’ll end up more anxious and distressed.

Maybe I need to give others the opportunity. It may take time for me to feel safe in a romantic relationship, but I struggle to feel fully safe with anyone. I’ve just had lots of social anxiety since I was a kid that it can be really hard. If a guy wanted to rush in a marriage I would take that as a red flag, I need to go slowly.

I hope you are doing well today 💖