Thanks @ENKELI 

I thought you said you wouldn't be around, though. 

Yeah, well, I think a lot of others are going away. You know there isn't any PSW on over the easter break. 

Lol, no, it's too late to ask now. They would already have plans. They are very busy people. You have to plan like a month ahead these days. 

I could ask, but if I do and they are busy, I'll get worse. And please don't say what if they are free. I just don't want to go there. 

Thanks, @ENKELI, that's kind of you to say. I'm not like scared of getting hurt I just don't like people very close to me like on the trains or moving around the stadium.

Yeah, my psych said emotions last for like 90 seconds. I couldn't believe that. I still don't know I was sobbing earlier. 

I really don't know. I've had some SI @ENKELI, ahh I was hoping this wouldn't happen again. 

Why is it that when others do something to me, I have to pay the price for it? I don't want to be suicidal yet we are here. 

Yes, I'm reading Pucking Around. I dare you to google it and go onto TikTok on Google. You don't need an account, by the way, to have a bit of a search. Or even youtube it. Let me know what you think.

Also, you said you're leaving at lunchtime. What would that be like here? The footy is at 4.