Try not to worry about things that are out of your control. Instead focus on what you can control. Trust that the others will be ok and will be looking forward to connecting with you again soon. Fill your spare time with connecting with yourself and doing things you enjoy. Have you thought about getting an xbox, playstation or Nintendo ds? They all have interactive games and are really fun too. I use apps on my phone to get connected to others too @Birdofparadise8