Thank you @Blackbird11 

I really appreciate your kindness.

I really don't know what I've done. I know the post they blocked but it was just about what happened with my aunt and some other stuff that has happened. They still have not replied to my two emails even though they emailed me at 6 pm. 

I know I have lots of support here, but RO has a different type they have builders who are volunteers kind of like yourself who are around my age. 

I just feel bad a won't be able to say that I'm safe and will be back in 8 weeks. They and other members might worry about where I am if I don't respond to them. 

I'm going to be alone tonight. Mum and Dad are going back to Hobart. I'll have a lot more time to feel my feelings once I say goodbye and five which I'm worried about.