@ENKELI I hope the new job you get is a good fit for you and is a nurturing environment. I don’t think any job is worth your mental health. When I was initially allocated a crap placement last year, it was very rough. Constantly felt judged and not supported. I was so stressed that I would disassociate and even had flashbacks on placement. Yet my behaviour was misread as not interested. Once I got the re-allocation I could tell the difference