Hey @Blackbird11 

It went well I guess. I mentioned how I felt he dismissed me last week with the premature stuff. He was pleased I did that. 

We talked about alexithymia, how I've been feeling like I'm letting people down, being a burden, feeling helpless, sad and alone and how I want comfort. 

We talked about the conflict within me and how I sometimes choose to be vulnerable when other times I close off and don't because I'm scared of rejection. Not just with him but with others as well. 

We also talked about how it's hard for me to communicate. It's just how my brain works. We talked about how I find it helpful to talk on here and RO as I’m not talking to people in person it's online so I can take my time to reply. Whereas in person you don't have the time to do that. However, I did say with work I was able to communicate very well. He said yes because there would be a set structure. 

Maybe a few more things we talked about but I'm at Woolworths so I can't think. Sorry @Blackbird11