@Birdofparadise8 no I chickened out. I was concerned that the kids would get their gifts because I know if their mother got home and saw them first she would not give them to the kids.

The only option I have is to leave it at my God daughters' school.

I tried logging into my Big Fish games account today and the password had been changed. The only other person who had access to my username and password was the bitch so I suspect she's changed the password just to piss me off. She also signed me up to e-harmony and a couple of adult websites, as well as a couple of gambling sites. I can't prove it of course but it is pretty coincidental that I started getting emails from these sites after she stopped talking to me. 

I can't even go to my church because she goes there and I've heard back from a couple of people that she has been bad mouthing me to our mutual friends. One of them admitted that she had been telling lies about me. I just don't get it, I paid for the kids to go to a private school, paid for their school camps, bought them expensive gifts because their mother couldn't afford to, paid for their internet and Foxtel, bought food each week and gave money for bills all the while paying my mortgage and car loan. I usually ended up broke because she bled me dry. And the thanks I get is she turns my Godchildren, her mother and her brother against me.

I am not perfect and I did criticise her for buying a car she couldn't afford but as I told her I was looking out for her wellbeing. Didn't matter. She told me she was done, blocked me on Facebook, blocked my mobile number and email addresses, then demanded her family block me also.

What I hate the most is that she still gets to me. It's been nearly 12 months and I still am struggling with it all.