Yeah I get that @Birdofparadise8 Took me a long time to come to that point but can I tell you something - you have already began doing that just this evening, here with me - you are already thinking outside the box a little and becoming less negative in your thinking. I am more than happy to keep this communication going with you to help you continue on this path - as I said ...took a long time for me to get here as well but it can be done 💕