Nah, this is the CM that has basically ignored me for the last 2 months @Jynx  the one that sat and lead my case conference last Monday and hadn’t spoken to me in weeks. The one I have had many issues with recently. 
She apparently said in my case conference last week when I was not present that she was aware that I had issues with her and that she wanted to fix it. Guess it’s finally happening. 
So I’m not good with confrontation and conflict. Scared she will minimise stuff or have a whole heap of excuses or it didn’t happen that way kinda things. 
And then there is the whole issue of what I am currently doing to my body and her now wanting to have something to do with it. She will want me to go have bloods, but I ain’t doing it. She will want me to go to my gp, ain’t doing that either. 
so yeah…. 
I’ve asked her to come here to visit, but now I’m thinking I will change and go to her.