I feel like I'm about to explode. Feeling really depressed about things and getting intense/intrusive thoughts. I don't want to feel like this but it's so intense! 

I don't even want to look in the mirror because my skin is so bad and I've put on so much weight. A picture on FB memories popped up and I am not that person anymore and probably never will be. I've been through a lot since then, but i can't help but feel like it's all my fault.

I don't want to be me anymore. How can anyone love me....

This is all bringing on feelings of wanting to hurt myself  😞  😞  😞