Hi all, me again, I have been on here a lot lately. I wonder how you all get through the feelings of endlessness? Like, facing a future of feeling so rotten, stretching on and on. And there is this temptation to end it… stop the pain.

I am safe today, but I am getting so worn down by the struggle, to keep hoping things will one day improve. How do you all get through the days of feeling like there is no hope on the horizon? How do you keep yourself from giving up?