to all my dear friends @NatureLover @oceangirl @Former-Member @Emelia8 @Shaz51 @Owlunar @MDT @Anastasia @Eve7 and so many others i have forgotten

Update:-

Week 4 and i am still here.  i thought i would have been home by now by oh now the new AD decided to give me bad suicidal hallucinations.  so that medication is out of my life for good!!!  started a new AD two days ago and i am not feeling any better yet.  guess it takes time for the old to get out of my system and new one to begin.  

today i went home for 6 hours, my daughter came over and coloured my hair which made me feel so good.  then hubby and i went to look at some open for inspection homes.  we saw a really nice one that we loved, had we have sold our home we would have put an offer in.  but ours in not on market yet as i havent signed the contract being in hospital.

gotta go, nurse just came in to see me and i need to get some fresh air as i have just had a melt down.

talk again soon

love you all

xxxxxoooo