I'm sorry to hear of the struggles you have been through @petrichor and the scars you have sustained as a result. Something I've learnt about scars though is that they, and the difficult experiences they came from, can shape us and make us the people we are. I'd like to take a moment though, to both acknowledge and honour the pain that comes from those experiences and the healing process. I hear you're feeling that right now, and that is totally ok. If what you're feeling starts to become too distressing though, I'd like to encourage you to reach out for extra support from somewhere like Blue Knot Foundation or there is also SANE's HelpCentre and Peer Support services available if you'd like to speak with a counsellor or peer support worker 1:1 non-urgently. Take Care Petrichor, 

TideisTurning 🌹