Thank you @wellwellwellnez 

I’m not strong enough. I admire everyone who speaks up and fights for our rights but I’m not strong enough. I’ve often wished I had been aborted and have struggled with suicidal thoughts all my life. When I tried to speak out things went wrong and I attempted suicide a few times. I’m still recovering from the last one. Sometimes it would be better if I had never been born in the first place. I’m difficult, I always was. I don’t want to be with myself.