I don’t know who I am I don’t know what’s real and what’s not the waves crush over me  I grasp for breath before it takes my under again my mind is an ocean my thoughts a raging a storm I feel alone in my thoughts barely able to breath Feels like I’m standing on the edge peering over and looking down there feels like there is nowhere else to go but down feels like the only way out of this entrapment I can’t look back I can’t look around it’s drawing me down it’s calling my name