Hi @Former-Member ....

Hearing you Hon.  I know you are keeping busy in whichever ways you can, and that is so important.  You are going through another grief cycle of separation, even though your Dad is still around.

We are here for you.  Keep posting about how you feel.  It is really important to express that to help you move forward and find a new path, new interests.

Keep up with your artwork, and if you are travelling a bit in your kitted-out car, look for art and craft classes to attend at local community centres, or art centres.  Even attending one here and there will introduce you to new people, and you can have some fun and interesting times as you develop skills.  Plan day trips to where you can do art.  It's just a suggestion, but I hope it works for you.  There can be a sense of freedom and healing in it .....

Hugs Hon 🌷💜