@Jynx  it would definitely explain a number of things in my life but yeah it is hard idk if I will seek an official diagnosis or not it is something that has been playing on my mind lately though I think the problem is I have other diagnoses that complicate things quite a bit but yeah I am hoping that one day I will get some clarity as too if I have it or not. 

@Millieme  I get what you mean some people like to celebrate it but that isn’t everyone’s experience for some it has caused a lot of difficulties in life.