@BPDSurvivor im ok mate but thanks for concern.  it gets busy here and theres always the odd neighbour problem.  but mostly people get mentally tired .  i sleep for half an hour and then im recharged again... get anxious at times .  overloaded,  but who doesnt.  too busy to get depressed.  cant be perky  24/7. even comedians run out of new material... also have days  where i cant look at computor.  picking, feeding  fixing tractor.. etc.. then theres the odd 'me day'.   movies mtv or poke fire cat and rabbit...and enjoy the rain on the window..   hope you are in good spirits.  a favourable wind in your sails.   tonys  moon base one.