@maddison hello and thanks for your words.  knowing i made some one smile or laugh is the only only happy pill i can afford.  if your smiling , i  am smiling.  yes i loose plenty, i even managed to loose my mind many moons ago, but red horse solved it for me. he had the same issues. the computor at your end  times me out, because i have to think on every word.. so i have got to learn how to save copy paste,  some one will make the mistake of trying to teach me one day and then ill be more confident. tech is a big leap for me.  i  learnt to down load a pic of a hot meal last week and i have attached a carbon printer to the computor,  spoon in one hand, fork in the other drooling in anticipation, now why wont it work.. you all take care now, thanks again for feedback. tonys from moon base one.