@tyme  when i clicked on pic of generic head i found a spot that said ,  posts... nothing that said,   your posts,   when i scrolled down it only showed 4 from the 10th of aug and said disgarded next to them,  to the left of that was a spot that said posts for review and there were 2 zeros in there. the letter i lost finishes with the sentence... if you dont have a fire i hope the fire inside you keeps you warm.   if that letter is there i would be so grateful if you could give it to him.  its a mental health thing for me.  when some one  writes to me its a big thing for me that they know im grateful for there effort. yours in good faith.  tonys.