@BPDSurvivor @maddison @NatureLover im so happy the letters got through my chewed up antenna and went to 3 places all at once. glad they put a shine on someones day. i figured that there are some pretty bent out of shape people out there and thats what this site is for. if my scrawl can bring a smile to some one who needs it, hope you can forward them all there. i fashioned a makeshift antenna out of a camp chair and some other salvaged rubish tip treasures, and bingo.. two bars of signal  thankyou mr google. but its a long trip to town for a proper antenna tomorrow.  harsh language and a poorly aimed boot didnt work on the cockatoos, i hooked the throw and the boot went through the window!  yes im realy glad i finally came out of the stone age and bought a computor. no biggy for most people but for me , and the poor salesmen, he is probly still recieving counciling,  the task seemed insurmountable. the disission part of my brain is aparrently  damaged so for the real big ones i let the universe and a can of baked beans decide.  allow me to elaborate.. when the campfire has died down to a hypnotic bed of embers and the wine has cast its spell,   i gentley place the can of beans on the coals. one facing me and the other end facing an alternative reality. i settle back,.. 3, 4, minuts, and that sucker, is swelling outta all proportions.   no ring pull lids either, thats cheating. ive got the old ones for just such occassions....Booooom...  if im picking hot beans and barbeque sause of myself for the next ten minuts, thats the universe saying, dont do it boy.  no,. a coin toss wont do.  my point being, the really big ones should hurt so i never forget when and why i swayed that way.  oh and thankyou for helping me to stay the coarse, hope you all find some nice shapes in the clouds tomorrow.  tonys... ... now do i go to town or not ?   ummm  wheres the beans!!!