not sure where this letter will end up, im trying to work out if this goes to every one, the area where i first put my letter up when i joined or the people that run the website, so please ignore it, im going to send it and then find it. im hoping that a portal means its the way you get to see a chat room , like a door. please forgive my stupidity lots of mistakes is the only hope i have to learn . I am trying to find where you see an ongoing conversation. between as it is happening on the screen, i have seen it on utube but i cant find it on this web site, very embaresed. please ignore my clumsy attempts.