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May I tag some others .... @Shaz51 @CheerBear @Bimby2 @Teej @Appleblossom @Former-Member @Mazarita @Jacques 

@Former-Member @Former-Member @Cossack 

I feel that this is a place of wishes too.....a few years ago I was the person that put the timetable in the fridge and followed the plans for the day. I had the A4 poster on the wall for my hubby, Little Buddha that wrote 

KEEP PEPPIPATTY SAFE

1. Look in the mirror.

2. get a comb.

3. brush your hair.

4. Style your hair

5. Have a good hair day !! 

At 50 years old, I am out of practice. I am tired and things get on top of me. For the first time; I actually flew over to visit my brothers over east and saw beautiful Adelaide and Sydney. I had a proper break. Little Buddha and I do not need to worry about self-medicating or stressful sons. Our problems are only of my Mum who is still draining me out of any personality with my family.  To have an extremely selfish Mum has been a huge problem for me but...me and little Buddha have not let us define her. It's very hard. My Psychotherapist used to tell me that she is a typical unaware BLP Mother. But there is hope. There is always hope.

When I write about plans, this is a project thing for me too.....we are all in it.....I have the plans for the day. My bathroom is still a mess. My homework isn't done. I try just like you to get motivation. I try to get medication not the thing I think of.

We are all in it together xxxx