Alright Karen this is unproductive, the report states how damaged they are, i think you need to read it and put it away.

the girls are damaged, you know that, what are you going to do about it? focusing on the past will not reverse the damage, blaming yourself will not repair the damage?

You need to get the girls some professional help, you are doing that.

you need to give the girls a loving home, you are doing that.

you need to give the girls all the love and attention they can have, you are doing that.

Karen what has happened, has happened, you can't change the past, all you can do is give them a wonderful bright future, a loving mother, a loving home and let them know you will always be their for them. 

Those girls are lucky to have you as their mum Karen, and from what you tell me they already know that.  they are very bright young girls, all thanks to you.

i know you will always feel guilt and shame, we all do, it is what you do from now on that counts...........

i am here if you need to talk or have a shoulder to cry on.

be safe my angel, it has been a tough day

Jacques