Hi @WombatBoots & @CherryBomb,

Thank you for seeing what i don't see, it is very warming to know others value me, even though i don't value myself.

@WombatBootsplease never appologize, we all speak when we can, i understand and am sorry for you feeling down, i wish their were something i could do to help, i am hear to listen if you need some help or just to vent 🙂

i know what it is like when you can'tthink of what to say, i force myself to type, sometimes i keep telling myself, "people don't want to hear this", or "you are talking gibberish",  but i try to force myself to write, it is the only social contact i have.

i have more contact with all of you than i have had in the entire 14 years face-to-face with anyone at home.

thank you for the support and encouragement @WombatBoots & @CherryBomb, i am so humbled by your caring nature, you are all so wonderful, you guys are really like family to me, thank you, thank you all so much

Take Care

Jacques