Hi @NatureLover and @Shaz51 ,

Hope you are both okay 🙂 It's lovely to see you passing through.

It's been a busy one for me lately. I can't keep track of days or times since I've been on school holidays.

I am meeting up with 2 work colleagues tomorrow for brunch which will be nice. I don't usually do social meetups (especially with work people because it can cause a conflict of interest), but I'm pushing myself out of the BPD comfort zone to socialise with people outside the workplace. This is certainly something I need to do more of. 

Otherwise I tend to hide behind children or work. 

As borderlines, we have our '4 walls of comfortable', and we don't like to go beyond that. I've noticed today how little I honestly trust people. I've been hurt so many times in the past, so that trust is something I need to work on.

Anyway, I don't think you asked for all this info, but love seeing you all anyway.