@Bow Gosh, that was rough. I'm feeling a lot better today. I was talking to a friend and she prompted me to do some exercises and breathing which really helped, my night time anxiety meds really helped as well. I think I was also reading way to many reviews of the medication from other people online and getting myself worked up. My experience is going to be unique to me so I just need to follow the doctors orders and be patient. 

I'm sorry I was so exasperated on here! 

But thank you for being available and empathetic @Bow ... ❤