Hi @26aqua, just popping in to offer some support. 

I am really hearing how much your current living situation is impacting you. It seems that you have so much going on already, and I've always felt like if my own space doesn't feel safe and comfortable, then it will have a big impact on everything else in my life in a huge way. So I do really feel for you. 

I can relate to your experience of finding so little motivation to do anything, that it is overwhelming. I struggle with this a lot due to my executive dysfunction, part of my ADHD. I think of it as "Task initiation deficiency" - often the hardest part is getting started on a task I really don't want to do. 

I saw this posted in another thread and thought it was quite relevant! (Thanks muchly for this one @Eve7!) I hope it helps, and I hope that things do improve for you soon 💜