Hi my beautiful friends
Anxiety has kicked in. I'm so stressed about this MRI that I need to do. I'm so scared and feel so alone.
I tried telling one of the nurses but she didn't help. I bet she would be worried and stressed if she had to have an MRI.
I've been hiding away today and will tonight as well. I walked out of a group session. I'm feeling flat depressed and want to run away. I won't but it's a thought.
I told nurse about our holiday coming up and how anxious I'm feeling about not being right. I won't cancel our holiday. But I need contact numbers before I go. She told me if I don't feel good to just go to ED at local hospital or call the local CAT team. I'm still nervous about my meds.
Waiting to see my psych. Actually my daughter phoned today to say she was cooking a risotto and for me to come home for tea. I said yes I would but when I told the nurse she said I couldn't because my psych hasn't come yet. So I had to stay. But what did I have for dinner?? Risotto!!!! Who would have thought that!!
Anyway I'm going now. Going to stay in my own room and hide away. 😥