not coping

[outlander]

Very lathargic @Snowie not driving much today. To many headaches fatigue and just keep tripping over my feet today.
Honestly not looking forward to tomorrow. Have to take kids to and from school to start with and prob wont leave till after dinner. As long as checked in before 7 i suppose.

[outlander]

Im sorry dont worry about me.

[Emelia8]

I do worry about you @outlander 😕 Of course I do, as we all do here, because we care about you Li'l One. If talking will help ... I'm here for you.

Em 💖

[Snowie]

Sounds like it hasn't been a great day @outlander 

Am around if you need to chat hun 💞

[outlander]

Thanks @Snowie @Emelia8
Im not functioning to well. I can barely stand thr pain. Ive taken pain meds today a few times (as allowed) even stronger ones and it hasnt helped. If i go to drs he will blame mh or call me attention seeking. Ive tried everything i just cant anymore.

[Snowie]

Sorry to hear you are in pain hun @outlander 

Sounds like you have tried many different things today to help.

Sitting with you sis 💙

[outlander]

Its not just today @Snowie its every day 😥

[Snowie]

@outlander I wish I knew the answer for you hun.

Can you try a new doctor all together? Perhaps start fresh with someone. It may not help but just a suggestion sis.

It is hard when things pile up on top of each other, especially when we have to deal with the same things day in day out.

Sometimes we just need a break from it all, I can understand that hun

💜

[Emelia8]

Your physical health issues have been going on for such a long time now @outlander ... one thing after another. And we are not talking about issues which are minor or easily remedied.  We are talking major stuff with lifelong consequences.  Its totally understandable that it is taking a major toll on you overall.  Not just physically but also in an emotional sense.  Do you think it would help to talk to a counsellor or psychologist.  I know you have spoken to some in the past, but for other issues.  Perhaps someone to talk to about your physical health issues, and how they affect your life now and will affect you in future, could be worthwhile.  It is a pretty major life adjustment to have to deal with.  So much over such a short period of time, especially for someone as young as you with your whole life ahead of you.  There are psychologists who specialise in this type of thing ... disorders such as adjustment disorder ... which could be quite relevant to your situation.  I just wish I had simple solutions for you Li'l One, but I suspect there are no simple solutions.  It will take time and lots of patience, plus a lot of suffering in the meantime.  But I have confidence that you can get there, with the right help.

Emelia 

[outlander]

Im having a look for a new dr @Snowie @Emelia8
There doesnt seem to be many good ones or the good ones arent accepting new patients atm.

Im constantly trying to find or rule out things that might help like massage chiro osteo physio bowen therapy and doing whatever they tell me to do and its not really helping me. The only one thay sometimes helps is chiro but i get so sick and dizzy afterwards im almost out for a week to recover.

I cant even find any pain clinics in my area or specialists that arent going to cost a bomb to see.