not coping

[outlander]

@Emelia8
How are you holding up tonight?

[Emelia8]

I'm very tired, headachy, sore throat and every movement hurts @outlander 😔

I see you are off on your couple of days away, on Friday. I hope a couple of nights away will give you a break from all your usual commitments and responsibilities. A change of scene could be just what you need.

Im heading off to bed now. Will take a while to try and find a half comfy position. 

Good night @outlander and anyone else around @Sans911 @Anastasia @Eve7  😴

Emelia 🌷

[outlander]

Oh dear @Emelia8 ill send love instead of hugs tonight. I hope you can get abit of sleep at least.

Not really a break tbh just sleeping somewhere else besides this house. Thanks though. Try and rest 🌻

[outlander]

@Sans911 hoping your going abit better tonight too 💕

[Sans911]

Yes, no @outlander. I don't know. And I don't know if I care how I am right now. I want to completely shut down, hide away. But like so many with mental illness, I have to pretend all is fine. And in some moments, like, at the op shop this afternoon,where I can distract myself and be with positive, caring people I can be fine, I can laugh, I can forget all my problems for a few hours. But as the night closes in, the negative overthinking churns over.

My mother is here tonight, so I'm safe. And I have a course for the next 2 days plus study for my end of semester exam next Monday. So I can distract enough until then, and then I'll see how I am.

[outlander]

I understand @Sans911 the nights are a battle themselves .
sending love and hugs 💕

[Sans911]

How are you lil Sis @outlander? Have you had a busy day?

[outlander]

Sorry i fell asleep so quickly @Sans911 this fatigue thing is so annoying.my sleeps not really the  best  though i keep having so many bad dreams. At least a few every night but  so random in content though like not  assiciated with my trauma.
My day yesterday wasnt to busy. I just done the horses and some housework but thats pretty much it.
Little bit busier today with needing to pick some click n collect stuff up, teaching sister to drive, and taking the other to swimming lessons and having them till midnight tonight.

Do you have much on today?

[outlander]

Morning @Emelia8 @Snowie @Eve7 @Anastasia and everyone passing through too

[Snowie]

Morning @outlander 

Hoping you got some sleep last night and today is going ok.

Lots of love sis 💞💞