Oh yeah, from your email @tyme
I wanted to ask you something about personal space.
When you were younger, I would assume you lived with your parents and sister. I'm unsure who else was in the picture. Anyway, were you allowed to go to your room for some alone time if you wanted?
From what you said, it seems like you can have that as an adult.
Maybe my parents didn't understand needing space, but I was never allowed to go to my room and have space. I thought all families were like that until I asked people. I would always be upstairs. Mum would get annoyed enough as it is if I would go on my computer to watch something, let alone in my room.
She would now say if I had, it would be bad because of my depression being alone in my room.
Even when I went down recently, I wouldn't even try to go downstairs to be on my own.
Maybe because I was always around them and didn't get that time alone, that's another reason why I can't cope with being alone. Maybe that's why things intensified last night and then being told with KHL I couldn't talk to them it made things worse.
Another thing I'm thinking about is if I did have a sibling, then my parents might have done things differently, and I would have had alone time, but anyway, I didn't, so that's that.
What are your thoughts on this?
I was an only child, but I was never alone.
I think being alone and then being told I can't talk to anyone is one of my biggest triggers. If I'm not mistaken, I'm sure you know that from what happens around here sometimes.
